To much still to do...

Saw this this girl i knew from high school yesterday in the shops, very corporate looking, suit heels sleek hair (I work in a lab, so anything that isn't jeans and a t-shirt must be corporate....) oh and about to pop out a kid. Have nothing against having kids, she obviously ready but just seeing her brought back the terror i felt two months back. I was late, not just a few days but a week or so... i was convinced my selfish life was over... i can't have kids, not now anyway can't even handle myself.... wow the terror!! Haha mellow dramatic i know :) but good luck to her and her budding new family and all my other friend's who have already started theirs... Give me a good couple of years :)