need a holiday

the fact that everyone around me is on holiday or at least does not have to go back to work next week is starting to seriously bum me out. especially when my weekends of late haven't exactly be "rest and do nothing" type weekends! Ht seems like there is something constantly on, this weekend: engagement party tonight, wedding tomorrow i just want to do nothing!! I want to be on leave, i want nothing to do, i want the boredom to kill me... WOW i need a holiday!!

I could kill my brother....

I am so tiered today it is ridiculus....

Got woken up by a phone call from my brother at 3:30 this morning that started with "Hey sis, listen I've just been in a fight..." I stopped listening after that and procceeded to go into full panic mood, pulling pants on, trying to get shoes on trying to figure out how to get my car out because i was parked, should I just "steal" the brother's girlfriend's car seeing how she had parked me in in this time of needed.....

My brother then shouted "WHAT IN THE HELL ARE YOU DOING??? I just need you to unlatch the front door so I can come inside... Turns out that him and the girlfriend had had a moer of a fight and he had descided to come home from Dave, where the two of them were going to stay that night and left her there. When I left for work this morning all her stuff was neatly packed in a bag, that was on the roof of her car, with the car keys and a letter stating in no uncertian terms that she now disgusted him... Ask no questions, hear no lies...

Ok so my panic this morning now seems very over exaggerated and unnessasary, but if you only knew what has happened in the past it would seem quite logical. Lets start by saying that I love my brother to death but he can be a really impulsive, illogical, stubborn, moody idiot!!!! Oh and bare in mind he is 21.

Ok so a couple of months ago him and the girlfriend go to a braai at Dave's place, and procced to get drunk and apparently the girlfriend where getting a bit too touchy feel for my brother's liking, as he wasn't in his car he asked me to fetch him and seeing as he was in Randburg there was no way I was driving all the way there to fetch him (knowing what I know now I really should of just gone).
A while after that I felt bad and I tried to phone him, he never answered. From that point I started to panic, no one could get hold of him. At 2:30 the following morning we got a phone call from a petrol attendant at the engen garage on William Nicole and Sandton drive. My Idiot brother had descided to walk to the closest friend he had from where he was (again he was drunk), he was jumped by 4 guys, mugged and I can't really say beated because I injured himself fighting back. But anyway we had to go fetch him from Rosebank Clinic at 3:00 in the morning. So now when i get phone calls from him at un-godly hours of the night it tends to be panic stations.

So after that adrenalin boost I couldn't get back to sleep, so now I am so tiered I might just fall alseep at my computer...

Scrape That...

Original the plan was that early-ish next year weeball and i where going to move in together, in an attempt to make advances in the whole being independent thing... That plan is now being scraped... Not for the usual reasons such as a friend feud or whatever, actually it turns out some rather pressing matters have come up, namely the Eclipse premiere... Now if Weeball doesn't save money and get to the States to see this she simply will die, and no that is not an exaggeration or a lie, Lol...

So now as any spare money or not so spare money will be save for this mini adventure, the pursuit of Independence has been put on the back burner for a Little while :) So now it is time to devise a PLAN 2...

Plan 2: Convince Mr O that June is just too far away for it to be a feasible plan, NOW is good :) And that is plan 2...

Well Mr O did suggest moving to Honeydew, not sure why especially when the jobs he is looking at are in sunning hill, but if I can start my Independence (well sort of - will just be dependant on someone else other than my folks) and be close to work then I am happy....

So now back to Weeball and her "crazy" (wish i could) scheme... Now as her spare cash is limited and part time jobs are well just that she is in the process of devising a "get Weeball to the US for the Eclipse premiere" plan. Which may involve a bit of begging, possibly some borrowing and maybe an organ or two sale on the black market ;) Will keep all informed on the "get Weeball to the US for the Eclipse premiere" saga :)

To much still to do...

Saw this this girl i knew from high school yesterday in the shops, very corporate looking, suit heels sleek hair (I work in a lab, so anything that isn't jeans and a t-shirt must be corporate....) oh and about to pop out a kid. Have nothing against having kids, she obviously ready but just seeing her brought back the terror i felt two months back. I was late, not just a few days but a week or so... i was convinced my selfish life was over... i can't have kids, not now anyway can't even handle myself.... wow the terror!! Haha mellow dramatic i know :) but good luck to her and her budding new family and all my other friend's who have already started theirs... Give me a good couple of years :)

ghosts of boyfriends past

went to mr o's best friend's birthday Piss up. and who should be there but i high school ex, wow the world is too small! drink too much wine and decide to play pool, dyl decides he is my partner, ex: "we use to be partners, but not anymore" me, being good at acting blonde: "what in the hell are you talking about" ex: "you telling me that you honestly don't remember me... uncomfortable giggle. mr o: "what was all that about?" more uncomfortable giggling and more wine. again wow the world is too small sometimes! Haha